thesojournist

Hey anybody who actually reads this.  I've decided to start uploading stuff on deviantart again!  I hope to put something up every week so hopefully I don't have any big hiatuses again.

I read through a lot of my art book, and I've been getting a lot of good practice with female figures.  I never draw many female figures because I'm not very good at drawing them.  I developed most of my drawing skills by looking at characters from famous comics, cartoons, and anime and from looking at myself in the mirror.  Since most of the fictional characters I see are male (Spiderman, Naruto, Wolverine, Kappa Mikey) and I'm male, I don't really get good models for women.  I guess I could draw minor characters like Mary Jane and Sakura, but they never seem interesting enough for me to draw.  Anyway, I'm not trying to be sexist.  I'm just

I feel so terrible right now. I kept talking to someone about a subject they didn't want me to talk about.  Then she just ended the conversation, and I really think I made her upset.  I've always thought that I could live life without regrets and that everything I did contributed to who I am, but I did something that was really out of character.  That's why I think today I did the first thing in my life that I have felt regretful of.